Monday, January 10th, 2005
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8:02 pm - but now theres no way to hide since you pushed my love aside...
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hah ya so i just got back from the athletics booster club meeting thing. (boring) but ah well i guess. i had to introduce myself to everyone saying like name grade and ya. it was pretty lame but its all good. haha allgood is my coaches name ...lol ya im kinda in a goofy mood i must say. ya . i was just sittin there listening to music. JOTS i finnally found my cd. i only lost it for like a year but tis okay cause now i have it. i went to joshs house this moring. how i love being with him. and everything is so perfect now. im afraid to say the "L" word...but i think i mite be feeling it. and yet another part of me says its too early to tell. im still afraid of breaking my heart over him. but i guess i just need to let that one go. because i cant be with him and be scared. i saw him today after school too which totally made my day even better than it had been before. and ya im going to his house tomorrow. yay..gtg..peace
current mood:  pleased
current music: johnny on the spot..."freak magnet"
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Thursday, January 6th, 2005
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6:29 pm - forgive me josh for i have sinned???
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i think its soo gay that josh thinks im acting like a slut..im soo fucking pissed off. and like ugghhh...i dont even have anything else to say just that the way he told me (in a fucking god damn note no less) IT HURT AND ITS LIKE THE MOST RETARDED THING EVER!
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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
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7:26 pm - its not always rainbows and butterflys
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wow dood i was so f*ing scared today cause josh and i got into our first official "fite"...i hated it. for like the 3 mins i was mad at him. but then i think he was mad at me for alot longer cause he didnt talk to me all the rest of the day. then i went over to his house after school and we made up. but i was seriously scared at the time. now im talking to him and eating cheese burger hamberger helper or some shit like that. its actually pretty good. but ya. i love cheese so i definetly like it. i had a good soccer practice today but im totally out of shape. and it sucks so hardcore. like i was breathing so hard after we were done running. how pussy of me. i was thinking bout grace today. i miss her. alot. i hope she hasnt forgotten about me. that would suck. meh well i guess thats all for now. peace.
current mood:  he loves me
current music: unearth
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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5:15 pm - look how pretty she is when she falls down..now theres no beauty in bleeding mascara
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gosh i love my boyfriend so much...hes so awsome...haha but his name is josh not jimmy..(insider) i have so much fun with him. i cant stand it that i dont see him every single day. hes my best friend. i can tell him anything. im feel really bad for jordan cause matts being a dick and oskar doesnt believe her. his own girlfriend. dont worry my dear jordan. i love you and i will make everything better. ill just kick matts ass and make him know that you arent kidding around anymore. haha im such a fucking hard ass. yeah thats rite dont fucking mess with me or i while get my homies to kick your ass all the way back to the fucking screwed up momma you came out of. damn im hardXcore. haha...speeking of hardcore...ive been listening to AS I LAY DYING..and its really rocking my socks off. i stole the cd from an unknown individual who should be finding it missing very soon. hah oh well. ya im kinda horny rite now. im not to sure why..but its a good thing. yes a very good thing. okay well i guess thats it for now. PeAcE
current mood:  horny
current music: josh talking to me on the phone...:)
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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4:16 pm - hello . i love you
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my first entry. wow. heh. ya well im just here and im really happy cause i got to talk to katriina last nite and i miss her a hole hell of alot. shes so awesome. i was beginning to forget. but ya now im just here. waiting for my lovely boyfriend to get home from work so that he can come over and we can eat pasta and watch napolean dinomite. what a great life i have. actually i really do have a wonderful life. a loving boyfriend whom i adore. great friends and loving siblings. not much better than that. and not to mention im going to go see girls in a coma play on the 7. how lovely. i loved they're last concert. and i really wanna see the stingers play again some time soon. they rock my socks off yo. well new years wasnt all i thought it was gonna be. i got to see josh which was the main part. and then went to the fathers house which sucked in the begging but ended up aight. except i lost like 20 dollars playing poker and got drunk which isnt a bad thing im just sayin. but ya. im gettin my hair cut. i hope its gonna look okay. i love my hair and if that bitch screws it up ill kill her. okay well i guess thats all i really have to say rite about now. peace
current mood:  anxious
current music: bleeding through
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